This life is what you make it. No matter what, just remember. Some come, some go. BUT the ones that stay with you throught everything - they are your tru loved ones and best friends.
I understood this truth when trouble struck in my life. My best friend betrayed me.
Only the most dear and devoted close people remained with me. My parents.
I want to tell the truth. Why I'm here, on the dating site.
I'm afraid of guys. The reason is that my best friend attacked me. We were friends for many years while I was at university. I suspected he was in love with me. But I didn't reciprocate. I didn't want to spoil our friendship. One day he called me and offered to meet. His voice was uneasy. I immediately rushed to him. Because I am a good friend. It turned out that he was drunk. I thought that something happened to him. I started asking. But he just said that he loved me and that he wanted me to belong to him. I tried to escape from him. But he grabbed my hand and pulled me towards him. He was very harsh, began to hit me in the face and push. I started screaming and was very scared. At that time, he lived in a hostel for students. So my screams were heard by the students who lived in the neighboring rooms. They came to the rescue and called the police. Because my friend could not calm down.
My face was covered in blood. An ambulance arrived. And I ended up in the hospital.
There were still long proceedings in this situation. I was in the hospital under the supervision of doctors and the police for several days.
Since then, I just don't trust anyone.
A year has passed. I decided that I should try to improve my life and find a worthy man. The dating site is the beginning. And if my man is here, then I want him to know from the very beginning what I went through. I will no longer be offended.
After what happened, I decided that love can be cruel only. But I look at the relationship of my parents and understand that I can be wrong. My dad carries my mom in his arms, even after 20 years of marriage. They prepare each other breakfast in bed. They kiss and hold hands. Their love inspires me.
I really hope to find a man here who will treat me just like my dad treats my mom.
I want to find a man who will show me that love is not cruelty. I don't know what love is. I just hope that one day I will find someone who will make me happy and I will forget all that nightmare that happened to me in the past.
Ideal match description:
Reliable, gentle, well-mannered gentleman. Honest and fair.
Attentive, a little old-fashioned.
There are no exact criteria. Just be the one to make me happy❤️